Lifeless. FML.
Everyday at home.
I didn't mean that can stay at home and watch one piece is not good enough, but sometimes I just need to go out have a walk and get some fresh air.
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Sometimes I feel like I have no friends. My only best friends is myself.
Aren't it silly?
Everyone has a best friend. But I just don't feel like I have one.
I should think positive but my Pisces sign keep let me think something negative.
Sometimes I feel like they don't need me. They have their own best friends.
Then why should I here?
Well. Should skip this part now.
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About boyfriend.
Erm.. well, I am not eager to find one but let's see I'm already fifteen and everyone on this age get at least one boyfriend.
No one has a crush on me and so on about those love stuff.
But now, look at me, I'm like a idiot there still dreaming someday I can date someone I like.
Being silly again ;)
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About my family.
Well, I don't use to talk 'bout my family.
But I just can't take it anymore.
I could be insane now because of your attitude.
Dear mom, everything you have you will give it to your two dearest daughter.
But what about me?
I gain nothing.
No matter how hard I try or do something to make it perfect, you just don't get enough.
They can use smart phone, but me? I just get a laggy phone.
I know that sometimes I am awfully rude but I think you should know that I treat you the best.
But I think you won't get it until someday I leave.
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Dear someone, I want you to know that I still love you, but I'm done trying :)
Feel like confessing to you again.
I know that there's 99% that you won't fall for me but there's still 1% to let me hold on.
Not really sure how to feel about it, something in the way you move, makes me feel like I can't live without you. It takes me all the way, I want you to stay.
I hope that someday you will fall for me.
I have love you for a long time, one year and nine months.
They said a crush only can last for maximum 4 months. If it extend, it's love :)
I'm starting wonder when I will really stop loving you.
How many times that I said I gave up, but still, I'm still into you.
It's always been you.
I hope you will understand that your love will be safe with me :)
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从未后悔过爱你 <3
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